Trying to finish a painting before the baby comes


It feels like a painting of just the three of us will feel less urgent once the baby arrives. I hope I have a couple more days...

On the self-discovery front, I think I have nearly decided that I am a 5 on the enneagram:




  • You see many possibilities but often do not know how to choose among them or judge which is more or less important. When you are caught in your fixation, a sense of perspective can be missing, and with it the ability to make accurate assessments.

  • Notice when you are getting intensely involved in projects that do not necessarily support your self-esteem, confidence, or life situation. It is possible to follow many different fascinating subjects, games, and pastimes, but they can become huge distractions from what you know really need to do. Decisive action will bring more confidence than learning more facts or acquiring more unrelated skills.

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